Miracles of God Part 15–107, Jesus, Crucifixion, Prayer & Perfection

3 days ago on 15th March 2020, God spoke to me and said now was the right time to share His miracle from 11 months ago that connected up the family home I was born in 42 years ago with the family home we live in today. 107, Childhood, Family, Marriage & Love.

Last night, Tuesday 17th March 2020, we had our weekly discipleship group. For the 1st ever time we used Zoom due to the current circumstances with Coronavirus. It worked an absolute treat!

Jesus & His Crucifixion

For the last 4 months, our weekly Bible study has been on the book of Mark. This evening we were up to chapter 15.

And Pilate again said to them, “Then what shall I do with the man you call the King of the Jews?” 13. And they cried out again, “Crucify him.” 14. And Pilate said to them, “Why? What evil has he done?” But they shouted all the more, “Crucify him.” 15. So Pilate, wishing to satisfy the crowd, released for them Barabbas, and having scourged Jesus, he delivered him to be crucified.

At this point, we talked about our thoughts and feelings towards what Jesus went through for us all at this time.

I shared my thoughts:

At this point in my Christian journey, I don’t feel as connected as I would like to feel with what Jesus went through on the cross to take on the sin of the world. I pray that I will grow in my depth of understanding and comprehension of Jesus and His crucifixion

A bit later we concluded our evening with prayers for our families, friends, our community, medical staff around the world and the leaders and decision-makers of media corporations.

Wednesday 18th March

I walked to school with our 3 girls, and as we were doing kisses and cuddles, I noticed the school caretaker. We waved at each other. He is a fellow Christian and chat perhaps once a week about our lives and the world around us.

With the girls skipping into school I went over to chat to him. I asked about him and his wife, particularly given the current circumstances, and he said they were both well. He also said:

The big man will turn all this for good

I agreed, completely.

He shared that every morning after he opens up the village church, he goes and speaks to the big man asking for guidance and peace in his life.

I started sharing with him some of the recent miracles God has been doing in my life, including the very recent financial breakthroughs which defy all logic.

He needed to get gates locked and over to church, so he offered to give me a lift the 1 min down to church.

Outside church I said that we should have a bit longer one time to chat and share more. We said we’d go for a walk with his dog one morning.

I shared with him:

God asked me this morning to spend some of today praying for people around me. I’ll come in to church with you, it makes sense for me to pray in church whilst I’m outside at the moment.

We went to the giant front door, he opened up and then I commented about how beautiful the church is. He agreed. He was walking to the front of the church whilst we were talking and I was following him.

Jesus, the cross and His crucifixion

He got to the front and said:

So this is where I come every morning, I get on my knees here and look up at the cross there. I speak to Him every morning. When I look at that cross I just think about the pain and suffering went through for the sins of humanity. It beggars belief.

I said to him with a smile on my face:

OK, so last night we had our weekly discipleship group. We are studying the book of Mark at the moment. Do you want to guess what we were looking at and talking about last night? We were at chapter 15, talking about the pain and suffering Jesus went through on the cross. I shared with the group that currently I don’t feel I have a deep appreciation of the depth of Gods love and what His son experienced for the sins of humanity.

This feels like a perfect place for me to pray, right here looking up at the cross.

He smiled and said he will get on his way and leave me to it.

The prayer for marriage, family, friends & humanity

I took a few deep breaths and prepared myself for pray. I could sense what I was going to pray about was going to in some way being significant, even profound, so I decided I will video myself praying.

I got out one of my 2 phones and positioned it under the cross, leaning up and facing out to video me. I started recording.

I closed my eyes and began praying, praising God for being the architect of my life and thanking Him for everything He has brought me through so far.

I asked the Holy Spirit to come upon me and to fill me up. I wanted my prayers to deeply meaningful and strong, so strongholds of the enemy can be broken in the name of Jesus Christ.

I prayed for a wide range of people who came into my heart.

I opened up my eyes and looked at my phone. It was on 40mins and 40seconds.

I smiled and wondered whether I may experience a quite profound miracle that the pray may last for 1hr and 7mins, or 1.07hrs. I then thought that I don’t feel like there are really other people for me to to pray for, so praying for another 27mins felt excessive.

My prayer for living with utter, utter freedom

I closed my eyes and prayed:

Thank you Father. Father I come before you right now, I ask you humbly to reveal to me what else I need to pray for me, for myself, so that this face, my facial expression, that for so many years carrying with it chains of bondage, this spirit of fear, this spirit of unhappiness, this spirit of sadness, this spirit of anxiety, those spirits, whatever spirits which are not of you God, which are right now appear to have any form of stronghold in me Father, I ask You right now, humbly, to reveal to me what I need to pray for. I declare each and everyone of these spirits null and void. Null and void. And each one of these spirits, any spirit that is currently holding me back from experiencing true and utter joy and happiness, and your love and radiance Father, whatever I need to pray for, reveal it to me Father so that these final chains of bondage can be broken, and I live my life with such utter, utter freedom, so much utter joy Father, so that I am Jesus Christ manifest. Thank you Father.

I continued to pray, as different people came into my heart and mind.

Shortly after, I felt at total peace. I felt like I had prayed for everyone that I am connected with or that had asked for prayers from me.

God’s Utter, Incomprehensible, Perfection

Here is a clip from the final few minutes of the what was by far and away the deepest and longest prayer I had ever done since becoming a Christian on Fathers Day 2019.